Can anybody tell me why it seems like I have so many struggs, all the time? I have looked back on many of my journal entries, and they're so fucking ANGSTY! why? i have a good life for the most part. I come across as so hilariously whiney. Not Ok.
Everyone (Except my MOTHER for some reason) tells me not to be friends with Gared, but he's really trying. He's being really nice and I want to be his friend again. I just hope he doesn't try anything now that we're broken up. If he did, i might get mad at him. Then again, if he did, I could totally have power and say 'nope.' or 'sure, but it means nothing. You don't mean anything to me and we're not getting back together.'
As long as i dont lull myself into a false sense of security, and imagine there are feelings between us,i'll be fine. I wouldn't get back together with him anyway :P
I just realized that black hair acts like insta-makeup on me. It brings out all my features!
Really cool website. I've discovered so many new bands since this morning because of it. here's my mix.
I was so bored today that I walked all the way to Inverary Villiage to get a soda. I hate Inverary, because all the kids who teased me in middle school live there. I realize now though that the kids who called me stupid and ugly were way stupider and uglier than me.
I didn't have enough money, so i went back. the whole trip took me 2 hours.
I want people to hang out with and there are currently none. I hate the country.
Everyone, make your own muxtapes and post them in the comments!
IF YOUR LIFE WAS A MOVIE, WHAT WOULD THE SOUNDTRACK BE? So, here's how it works:
1. Open Your Library (iTunes, Winamp, Media Player, iPod, etc)
2. Put It On Shuffle 3. Press Play 4. For Every Question, Type The Song That's Playing 5. When You Go To A New Question, Press The Next Button 6. Don't Lie And Try To Pretend You're Cool...
Opening Credits: breed- nirvana
Waking Up: begging-the libertines
First Day At School: cant touch this-MC hammer
Falling In Love: that young crazed peeling-the distillers
Fight Song: zero-smashing pumpkins
Breaking Up: maps-yeah yeah yeahs
Prom: beautiful-smashing pumpkins
Life: that great love sound-raveonettes
Mental Breakdown: a get together to tear it apart- the hives
Driving: combat baby-metric
Flashback: bullet with butterfly wings-smashing pumpkins
Getting Back Together: black toungue-yeah yeah yeahs
did you all hear about teh shooting in montreal yesterday? i cant believe someone would just take the lives of others with reckless abandon like that. it makes me sick.
Name: emily Birth date: july eigth, 1989 Current Location: basement Eye Color: golden green Hair Color: brown Righty or Lefty: righthanded Zodiac Sign: cancer
LAYER TWO: ON THE INSIDE
Your heritage: british Your fears: deep water and boats Your weakness:flattery Your perfect pizza: LOTS of olives Goal you'd like to achieve: become a photographer for national geographic
LAYER THREE: YESTERDAY, TODAY, TOMORROW
Your thoughts first waking up: i wish joel was beside me Best physical feature:eyes or hips Your bedtime: around 10 ish or whenever im tired Your most missed memory: not sure....
LAYER FOUR: YOUR PICK
Pepsi or Coke: diet pepsi McDonald's or Burger King: eew Single or group dates: Single. Adidas or Nike: neither. Lipton Tea or Nestea: beh Chocolate or vanilla: Chocolate. Cappuccino or coffee: cappuchino
LAYER FIVE: DO YOU?
Smoke: no Cuss: pfft. cuss is a cuss Take a shower daily: yeah Think you've been in love: of course Like(d) school: yeah i do right now. well not NOW, but you know Want to get married: no. i just want to be with someone forever. Believe in yourself: yes Think you're a health freak: pffft. just healthy
LAYER SIX: IN THE PAST MONTH HAVE YOU..
Drank alcohol: Yep. Gone to the mall:today, actually Been on stage:no Eaten Sushi: no Dyed your hair: No.
LAYER SEVEN: HAVE YOU EVER
Played a stripping game: yes. Gotten beaten up: sorta Changed who you were to fit in: yes Cheated: define? Done drugs: mhm. Kissed a member of the same sex: always Been dumped: no Been fired: No. Shoplifted: no Kissed a stranger: No. Gone on a blind date: No. Skipped school: Yes. Slept with a co-worker: No. Travelled out of the country: Yes. Thrown up from drinking: no Eaten sushi: yes Been snowboarding: No. Been in a mosh pit: yes Been in an abusive relationship: No. Loved someone you couldn't have: Yes. Made a snow angel: Yep. Flown a kite: Yep. Built a sand castle: Yes. Played dress up: Yes. gone mud bogging: uuugh??? gone sledding: yep Fallen asleep @ school: Yep. Used/Made a fake ID: no Been in a tickle fight: Yes. Hit a deer: No Been suspended/had detention: no Been in a car accident:yes Danced in the rain: Yes. Sang Karaoke: yes Drunk Text/calling: lol Been cliff jumping: No. Stayed up all night: Yes. Believe in ghosts: egh Gone streaking: uh huh. sort of. does being naked in the woods count? Spent a night in jail: No. Made a porn video: No. Laughed so hard you peed a little: hahaha....yes. shut up. Mooned/flashed someone: Yes. Cheated on a test: no Forgotten someones name: always Slept naked: when do i not?? Been on a roller coaster: Yes. Had a cavity: yes Fell walking up stairs: Yes. Licked/Bitten somone: Yes.
LAYER EIGHT: GETTING OLD
Age you're hoping to be married: 30 ish? Age you want to die: old, but not enfeebled
LAYER NINE: IN A GIRL/GUY
Best eye color: blue Best hair color: dark Short or long hair: beh. whichever
LAYER TEN: WHAT WERE YOU DOING
1 MINUTE AGO:talking to jess 1 HOUR AGO: watching futurama WEEK AGO: at sams house. 1 YEAR AGO: in the house, boiling to death
LAYER 11: FINISH THE SENTENCE
I LOVE: joel eric gaulton and the howitzer I FEEL: depressed I HATE: pregnancy I HIDE: in my room I MISS: school. I NEED: a makeover.
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